Shit is tough right now. I havent budgeted correctly dealing with one job and now I am left with 60 bucks until may 9th and an overdraft pending on my account. Times are tough my friends. I have gone groveling back to s ephora asking for my job back especially since my car is on its last leg. The transmission is slipping horribly. I can go I in reverse but when it changes gears to go to different speeds you can feel the jerking. I have to get a new car before winter and I only have 200 dollars extra after all my bills, groceries, and gas to have for saving and that isn’t realistic to put away when I want to have a social life. I gotta get a second job again. I have to. My rent is too ridiculous and I live above my means. It sucks when your roommate is so awesome but I cant do this forever. It’s hard when you dont have anyone to turn to. My best friend just left yesterday and I really have to rely on myself. Good thing I have some groceries so I should be ok. I am stronger than I think. I am vocal about my issues because life isn’t always roses as everyone likes to post. Shit gets hard and you deal with it. I deal with it by writing.