ways to go

29 Apr

Shit is tough right now. I havent budgeted correctly dealing with one job and now I am left with 60 bucks until may 9th and an overdraft pending on my account. Times are tough my friends. I have gone groveling back to s ephora asking for my job back especially since my car is on its last leg. The transmission is slipping horribly. I can go I in reverse but when it changes gears to go to different speeds you can feel the jerking. I have to get a new car before winter and I only have 200 dollars extra after all my bills, groceries, and gas to have for saving and that isn’t realistic to put away when I want to have a social life. I gotta get a second job again. I have to. My rent is too ridiculous and I live above my means. It sucks when your roommate is so awesome but I cant do this forever. It’s hard when you dont have anyone to turn to. My best friend just left yesterday and I really have to rely on myself. Good thing I have some groceries so I should be ok. I am stronger than I think. I am vocal about my issues because life isn’t always roses as everyone likes to post. Shit gets hard and you deal with it. I deal with it by writing.

2 Responses to “ways to go”

  1. Jenn April 30, 2014 at 4:20 pm #

    For what it’s worth, I’m selective in what I post… I sometimes bitch about the bad, but overall I only post the good. Trust me, there’s plenty of stress and drama here, too. And, like you, we don’t have anyone to turn to for help. It sucks at times. :/

    Anyways, BIG HUGS. I hope you can make the $60 stretch until the 9th (been there, done that, with around the same but for a family of four :/), that you get back in at Sephora, that your car holds out for a while longer, and that life gets better! <3

    • krymeariver May 5, 2014 at 11:52 pm #

      They didnt take me back :( BUT I have streched the dough. I have gas until Friday and I have groceries so I am ok. Thank you so much love

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